Waking up.

I was never good at waking up. I was never the rise and shine kind of guy. It was always an ardous task to wake up. But it's been a while since waking up seems to hurt. It physically hurts to get up to the cold realisation of something missing. As i have already mentioned, it just doesn't seem to get any better with time either. I mean there must be a way to wake up with a smile, to wake up looking forward to the day and to wake up with no pain.